Chapter 4 Sebastian She's chasing ghosts . That's what I call it when someone feels that they aren't able to live up to the standards of someone they care about . Christina is chasing her brother , Dane . As an instructor , I know every name on the leader board . I also know how many points it takes to knock someone down . Alpha Dane was number one until four years ago , the year my son rode the Train . That year , and every year since " then , my son has held the number one position .

Alpha Dane hast remained in the number two position . " How's his son doing ? " Alpha James asks Christina . I'm not surprised that he knows about Dane's pups . When you're on the leaderboard , people pay attention to your heirs . There's an expectation that you achieve the same goal your father did . James ' son knocked him off the leaderboard , and Ryan knocked me off four years ago . " Devin is a little Alpha . He's ten now , going on eighteen , " Christina says , smiling .

Her eyes get a faraway look in them , and a sadness . She ' s young enough to want her own pups , but since she never found her mate and she hasn't taken a chosen mate , she hasn't had them . " How about you , Laura ? " Will asks her . I tune out , already knowing Laura's background . I need to focus on my upcoming conversation with Christina . I need her to participate in the sex class with me . I know it crosses boundaries , and I know that James is probably going to ask me about it .

later , but I've been drawn to Christina since the first time I saw her . In the last two years , she's done nothing but reinforce that my initial assessment of her was spot on . What I haven't been able to figure out is why she doesn't take the classes . The only answer I have is that she's chasing her brother's ghost . I intend to push her this semester . I want to see this woman blossom into the ferocious Alpha that I know she can be .

But more than that , I want to be the man that brings it out of her . I've tried to stay away , did a damn good job of it for two years . But when I went to see my son this . past break , he asked me what it is that keeps me coming back to the Train . My initial response was that it's the Alphas . I like being a leader , like training the next generation to be better than they think . they can be . But my son isn't number one on the leaderboard for no reason .

And whether I've lost my touch or he's just a better Alpha than I was , I'm not sure . All I know is that he called me on my shit . " That's not the reason you return semester after semester , Dad . What's the real reason . What's the draw ? Or maybe , WHO is the draw ? " he'd asked me astutely . " Since when did you become smarter than your old man ? " I asked him . Since my father set the expectation that I would surpass him in all things . I never wanted to let you down , Dad .

" Chapter 4 " You never have , son . And he'd left me wondering what it is that continues to draw me to the Train . The answer is sitting in front of me . Her long blond hair tied up in a ponytail , her blue - grey eyes are watching Laura as she gives her background , but they keep flicking over to me . I know she's nervous about the sex class .

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I also know I shouldn't be so concerned about her agreeing to it , but something deep inside me , something instinctual , something that is coming from my wolf , feels the need to touch this woman , to leave my mark on her in a way that she'll never forget . The entire point of the class is to teach Alphas how to bring a woman to the best and strongest orgasm of their life . And I desperately want to see Christina come undone for me .

I want to watch her eyes goes dark , watch her shock as I make her body feel things that she's never felt before and never will again . I'll make sure of it . I intend to ruin her for any other man , which is wrong . I know it's wrong . Christina isn't for me , but for these ten weeks , she's all mine . My wolf growls possessively in my head , making me wonder why he's so drawn to her . Whatever the reason , I intend to find out .

When we finish dinner , I watch Christina tell Emma that she's on dish duty since she didn't help to cook . I can already see that Emma is going to be a problem . Hopefully , James can find someone else to replace her quickly . She's the kind of woman who will try to trap one of these young Alphas into a mate bond by getting pregnant . " Christina , my room in fifteen minutes ? We can talk about this semester . " " Yes , Sebastian , " she says , making me smile .

I like hearing her say my name . " Oh , we're allowed to call you Sebastian ? " Emma asks . " No , only the instructors and my assistant are allowed to call me Sebastian . Everyone else will call me Alpha Sebastian , " I tell her firmly . I don't want her getting any ideas that I might be interested in a bed warmer . If I'm running the sex class , my nights will be very busy with Christina and that suits me just fine . " Geez , okay , Alpha Sebastian , " she says with an attitude .

I look at James , giving him a ' get her out of here ' look . He nods and I know he's already working on it . " Does anyone know what time the Train stops tomorrow to pick up the rest of our group ? " James asks . " Three - fifteen , Alpha , " Christina and Laura say together . It's good to have veterans on the Train . It's good to know that we have several assistants that we can trust and who already know the types of things that we will ask and will have the answers ready .

Chapter 4 As I head back to my room , I hear James call out to me . " Seb , hold up , " he says . I stop , already knowing where this is going . " What's going on with you and Christina , " he says the moment we're out of earshot . I could lie , but he'd know it was a lie and as an Alpha , lies are beneath me , so I tell him the truth . " Partly , I want to push her . I want to see what's behind all the fear of not measuring up , " I say . " And the other part ? " he asks me .

I blow out a breath . " I'm not sure , James . I just know I've always felt a pull to Christina . I won't do anything inappropriate , you know that . But … I need to see how this plays out . I need to see if there's anything there . " " Be careful , Seb . Don't go scaring off one of our best assistants . " " I doubt she scares easily , James . " He shakes his head and moves down the hallway to his room . Fifteen minutes later , there's a knock on my door . Time for me to work my magic and make sure that Christina agrees to be my assistant , in every class this semester .