Chapter 146 He rubs his wrists, staring at the ceiling as we both catch our breath. "So…" he says, not looking at me. I turn my head to look at him. "So, it's a good thing we have eight weeks to achieve all of that," I tell him. He turns his head to look at me. "You're not disgusted by all those things that I want to do with you? What I want to do TO you?" "Did it feel like I was disgusted?" I say, chuckling.

He rolls on his side, and I take his hand, kissing the spot on his wrist that is rubbed raw from his thrashing. "You're serious? You're willing to do all those things with me? Willing to let me take you rough like that?" he asks, sounding surprised. I turn on n side so he can see the truth in my eyes. "Sebastian, even if I wasn't taking the sex class where I'm supposed to make sure you have the best orgasms of your life, everything you just said sounds exciting and fun.

I wouldn't do those things with just anyone, but trust goes both ways. I trust you and you obviously trusted me enough to tell me those things. I know you were afraid of hurting your mate, and I'm guessing that you were also afraid of what she might think of you if you'd told her you wanted to do those things with her. But I'm not fragile . I won't break. I'm an Alpha like you . You can throw me against a wall and fuck me like a jackhammer without worrying about hurting me.

I like the thrill of sex under the moonlight , or in our wolf form, or even the risk of getting caught. It makes everything feel more forbidden and therefore more exciting ." I reach out and stroke my fingers over his cheek. "I want to live out those fantasies with you, Sebastian. I want you to have the opportunity to experience them. I want to be the woman you experience them with," I tell him honestly. "But I would also say. I think this was good for you, Sebastian.

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I think we should also practice you giving up control sometimes" " It felt better than I thought it would. Probably because it's you. It felt freeing to not have to be in control, even for just a little while and to be able to trust that you wouldn't take it too far." "I don't know. I felt like I pushed you pretty hard." I tell him. "Hard, yes. Too far, no. And that's why I trust you," he says, leaning over and pressing his lips to mine. "Thank you for this.

I feel like… like something tight inside me has unwound, like I can breathe a bit easier " "Good, I'm ad. Want to do it again tomorrow night?" I ask, smiling. He looks at me a moment and I expect him to decline, but he surprises me. "How about you keep control for the next two nights. I'll take back control on Tuesday during class. We start oral stimulation this week. It will be more difficult for you, I'm guessing, so if you want to practice on Monday instead, we can," he says. " No.

Like I said, trust goes both ways. I trust you to make sure that I'm safe, even in front of the class," I tell him, my stomach flipping uncomfortably at the idea of Sebastian going down on me during class. He takes my hand and kisses my palm. "I'll make sure you're safe and that enjoy yourself," he says smiling. "Of that, I have no doubt," I tell him. "I should go. I need a shower now," I tell him, making him smile. I raise an eyebrow. "Tuesday night after class?" His eyes go dark again.

"Yes." I can't wait. Sebastian It felt good to let go of what felt like the sins of my past. It was all the things that I'd felt guilty for wanting with my mate that I was sure she'd never be comfortable with or would have been too much for her. She had gained strength from our mating, but something like being chased in wolf form was exhausting for her and her wolf long before it was for me. While she was perfect' adventurous in the bedroom, the risk of getting caught.

was too embarrassing for her, so we never did anything outside, or anywhere other than the bedroom. Our wolves had only mated the one time, and it was only because we were far enough away from the packhouse at the time. I'd felt her discomfort and had never tried to mate her again in that form.