Chapter 103 " I like to watch , " he says , panting as he holds my gaze . When he hits the back of my throat , he slides a hand down to my throat . " I like to feel myself in your throat , " he says , gasping as he slides . himself all the way down , pressing his hips against my mouth as I continue to swirl my tongue around him . " You feel so fucking good , " he says , his body shivering as he slides out of my throat again .

His motions remain slow for several more minutes and then as his body begins to tense , his movements come faster . I begin humming , sending the vibrations through his cock as he fucks my throat . " Fuck , Christina ! Fuck ! " he roars again as he thrusts deep , pressing his hips tightly against my face as I swallow his release . " So. Fucking . Good ! " he growls as his body jerks . I hold myself against him as long as I can , then tap his hip , letting him he needs to release me .

know " Sorry , " he pants , sliding out my throat . I suck in air , but again I gently lick and suck him until his aftershocks are done . When he pulls out of my mouth , he drops to his knees in front of me . " Fucking incredible , " he says , before taking my mouth if a very Chapter 103 dominant , very possessive kiss . Sebastian I wake up still buzzing from the fucking amazing orgasms that I had last night . It's not that my mate never went down on me .

But she didn't like the idea of being on her knees in front of me . Something about me being an Alpha and her not being one made her feel subservient when she was on her knees in front of me . I never felt that way , but I didn't want her to feel that way either , so we just avoided that position . I'd been shocked when Christina had not only suggested it but seemed to enjoy the power that comes with it . She seemed to like watching as she got me off so fucking easily .

To see such a strong , powerful , beautiful woman in front of me like that , my cock deep in her throat had made fireworks explode behind my eyes when I'd come . That by itself would have been enough to say it was one of the best orgasms of my life . But she didn't stop there . She let me fuck her throat the way I wanted to . She gave the control to me and as an Alpha , I fucking love being in control .

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Christina gave me the opportunity to live out fantasies that I've never been able to live out before . I would never have put my hand around my mate's throat like I did with Christina . Even if she had been comfortable being on her knees , she wouldn't have liked it . Christina wasn't intimidated by the gesture at all . Instead , she fucking hummed , making the second orgasm even stronger than the first . Or I guess by then it was the third . No wonder she loses track .

I can barely count to three when she's done with me . Now , lying in bed , stroking my cock which has gone hard remembering last night , I feel the first twinges of guilt that I've felt since my mate passed away . I've been with other women since Suzanne passed , but it was never anything more than caring and sexual release . I was never mean , rude , or disrespectful to the women I've been with , Chapter 103 " but there was nothing more than mutual desire to find comfort in cach other's arms .

And never had any of those encounters come close to being as wonderful as what I'd had with Suzanne . Being with Christina is different . I have feelings for her and so does . my wolf . My orgasms with her shouldn't be better than the ones that I had with my mate , but I never came like that when my mate was going . down on me . I could argue that it's because Christina is an Alpha or that she's working hard to pass her class . But deep down , I know what ' s going on .

My feelings for her are impacting my response to her . And for the first time in my life , I feel like I'm cheating on my mate . Mentally , I know that Suzanne is gone , but I never expected to feel more with anyone than I did with my fated mate and now I'm not sure what to do with those feelings . And those thoughts have me going limp in my hand . I sigh and get up , getting a shower and getting ready for the day . Today is Sunday , that last day before hell week starts .

The second week is always the hardest . for everyone . It's the week that we break the Alphas down so we can spend the rest of the time building them back up again into better , stronger Alphas .