Chapter 135 " Thank you, Luna," I say quietly. I'm still struggling with everything that happened this week. I don't know how the instructors know where to hit you so it breaks you, but Alpha Will hit me hard with the 'You'll never amount to anything' comment this week during Sensory class. He said it to both of us, but by then Logan was already so raw that I'm not sure he even took in what Alpha Will was saying. I did though.

Those words are words I've heard from my father over and over my entire life. "Will you walk me back to the dorms tonight, Liam?" Mia asks. 1 look at her, surprised. She's never asked me to walk her back. before. "Sure thing, Luna. I'll wait for you outside." As I walk out see Christina sitting on the table, her face pressed against Alpha Sebastian's shoulder. He has his arms wrapped around her as if he's literally holding her together. I wish I had someone to do that for me.

It feels like my entire body is nothing but exposed nerve endings making everything feel more intense and more difficult to deal with. My emotions feel raw and out of control and I don't know what to do to get past this. I walk around the building and wait for Luna Mia. When she walks out, she waves goodbye to Charlotte and Haley before walking over to me. I turn and begin walking beside her. " How are you doing Liam?" she asks quietly.

1 feel like we've developed something of a friendship over the past week or so. We had a rough start, that was on me, but ever since I showed her that letter from my father, I really feel like we've bonded. The intimacy that comes from the sex class. probably has something to do with that as well. It's hard to get. that close to someone physically and not get to know them. emotionally as well. Because of that, I answer her honestly. "I've been better." "Hell week sucks," she says, and I nod.

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She may never have experienced it for herself, but she's been an assistant for so long now that I'm sure she's seen her share of Alphas break. "But you survived it," she says. "Is this what surviving feels like?" I ask, attempting to make a joke. It falls flat. "No, this is at being stripped bare feels like. The instructors are very adept at bringing young Alphas to their knees, stripping you to your core so they can build you back up.

That's the ultimate goal." I know that, but right now, it just sucks. "What do you see in yourself now that you've been stripped bare, Liam?" she asks, stopping and turning to look at me. "What do you mean?" I ask her. "At your core, when your title and your strength and all your 29.95% ||| 18:07 bravado has been stripped away, what is left of Liam?" I shrug. "I don't know," I say, hating the quiver in my voice. "Do you want to know what I see?" she asks, running her hand. down my arm.

I would think that in my heightened emotional. state that it would be uncomfortable, but it isn't. I nod. "I see a young Alpha who is making himself into a better man. An Alpha who can persevere even when he's been beaten down and feels defeated. There's a strength in that, Liam. A strength in you that I'm not sure you see yet." "I can persevere through what? A physical and emotional beat. down?" I ask. Yeah, I'm feeling sorry for myself. Like I said, I feel like shit.

"Did you or did you not make me come twice tonight?" she asks me, her voice a bit more assertive than before. "Yes." "Did you fe like being intimate tonight? Did you feel like focusing on someone else's pleasure enough to give them not one but two orgasms?" she asks. I shake my head. "No." "No. Of course you didn't. You feel like shit and understandably so. But you did what Alpha Sebastian told you to do.

You set aside your own emotions, your own pain, and you focused on me." I look at her, feeling a little bit hopeful that what she's saying is true. And what you may not realize is that Alpha Ezra only gave Charlotte one orgasm tonight." Now that does shock me. I know he was broken today, but Ezra never lets anything shake him. He's practically impenetrable. Or at least, I thought he was. "That surprises you?" she asks me. "Well, yeah," I say, shrugging. "He's a better Alpha than I am." "Is he? Or do you just let your father make you think that others are better than you?" she asks.