Chapter 107 Now , I want to see if I'm right about how he wants me to suck on him . He doesn't want hard and rough . He may at another time , but after last night , he wants me to use my mouth to make love to his cock , like I'm practically worshipping it . The . So that's what I do .

I watch his face as I use my lips , tongue , and throat to worship his cock like it's the most precious thing in the world to I watch as his eyes turn black , as his mouth falls open as he gasps , and as his body starts to shiver so hard I'm afraid he won't be able to stand much longer . " Christina . " My name feels like a prayer , like he's begging me for something , pleading with me . His breathing becomes ragged , and I feel his body tighten .

I start to move faster , but he takes my head in my hands . " No , just like you were , " he says , still sounding like he's begging . I slow my pace again , and return to the slow , torturous love making that he wants . When he comes , I don't change my movements , and it ends up prolonging his orgasm . I never look away and he doesn't either , watching me with an awe that makes me want to do this for him every night , all night long .

I swallow everything he gives me , licking and sucking him in that slow , loving way that he seems to crave . When I've finally drawn everything I can from him , I slide him out of my mouth . His eyes fall closed and his entire body continues to shiver . It's an Chapter 107 11 extreme response and I think about how he has cared for me after I've had the incredible orgasms he's given me . So , on instinct , I stand , wrapping my arms around him .

He buries his head in my neck , still panting , his body still quivering , and he holds on to me like I'm a lifeline . And maybe at this moment , I am . I don't move and I don't say anything . I just hold him while he gets control of himself again . I don't know how long we stand there , but when he finally pulls back , I cup his face in my hands . " Are you okay , Sebastian ? " I ask him . He looks at me . I swear there's conflict in his eyes . " I … have no words for what that felt like .

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" " I understand that . I've been there with you too , " I tell him gently . " Do you want to sit down ? " He nods and I wrap my arm around his waist , guiding him to the bed to sit . " Can I get you some water ? " I ask him . " That would be good , " he breathes , still looking like he's out of it . Now I'm not sure if this is a good thing or not . I know I've been out of it nearly every time we're together , but this is so unlike Sebastian .

Maybe it's the after - effects of giving up control to someone else . To be so completely vulnerable to someone else . That thought makes me realize just how much Sebastian must trust me . This would be very hard for anyone , but as an Alpha , it would be nearly impossible . He had to tell me to let go that second night before I finally did it . I've never been able to give up this level of control before him . I sit beside him , handing him the water and kissing his shoulder .

I rub my hand over his back in what I hope is a soothing gesture . " Why don't we skip the massage , " I tell him as he finishes the water . " No. No , I want to do that for you , " he says , still not sounding like himself . " Sebastian … " Please , Christina . Let me do that for you . " " Okay . Do you want more water " ? " He shakes his head and stands . I watch him , making sure he's steady on his feet . " Why don't you lie down . I'll put my shorts on , " he says , not looking at mc .

" Okay , " I say to him . I scoot back on the bed and lay on the heating pad . An involuntary moan escapes when I feel the heat soaking into my sore back . Sebastian turns while pulling on his shorts . " Feel good ? " " Yes , " I tell him . He grabs a towel and walks over , wiping his cum off my chest . My wolf pouts a little , but I know I'll still smell like him tomorrow . I meant it when I said I liked smelling like him today . " Thank you , for that , " he says .

Chapter 107 " You're welcome , " I say softly . Something has shifted in Sebastian , but I'm not sure what it is . It's like he's resurrecting the walls that he's worked so hard to pull down between us .