Chapter 110: Logan Logan There was no surprise at the next Communication class when I was called forward. I'd wondered which Alpha Alpha James was going to have talk to me, and it turned out to be Tyler. When we sit down, I lean forward. "How about I begin?" I say to him.. "Alright." I turn and look at Christina. "Everything you said to me that day you turned the conversation around on me was right. I was trying to bully you.

It was a shit move, and I apologize for it." I see the surprise on her face, but I turn back to Tyler. "My mother is the issue. My parents are chosen mates, and why in the goddess' name they ever decided they were a good pairing is beyond me. My mother despises my father, puts him down every chance she gets, berates and demeans him. For whatever reason, he takes it and doesn't fight back. Over the years it's only gotten worse.

What used to be said behind closed doors or on the Alpha floor is now said in front of the pack and still, my father won't stand up to her." I sit back. I've done a lot of thinking about this over the last few weeks, listening and watching the others deal with their issues. "I look like my father. I look just like him, same build, same hair and eye color, same mannerisms, everything.

The older I got, CON 18.371 Chap 110 Logan 2011 Mouchers the more I looked like him, the more my mother's venom turned on me. 'You're just like your father.' That's what she says to me all the time. I'm just like him and she hates him, which means she hates me too. I know I hate her. I hate her for how she treats my father. I hate him for not standing up to her for himself or for me.

I hate the pity that I feel from the pack when they look at him, knowing that they'll probably look at me that same way when I take over. It made me not want to find my mate. If that's how mates treat each other, I don't want one. I'd rather live alone, run the pack alone, than have to live the rest of my life living with someone who does nothing but spew venom at me day in and day out." Tyler started frowning as I began making my big revelation. "What about your brother?

Is she mean to him as well?" I chuckle, but there's nothing pleasant about it. "Oh no, Lawerence is the golden boy. He looks like her. He's not a bad kid, but he certainly enjoys the attention he gets from our mother." "Do you think she's hoping you'll fail so Lawrence can take over the pack?" Tyler asks. "Oh, yes. I know that is what she's hoping for.

She has very clear about how incompetent my father and I are and that the only way the pack will flourish is if my brother takes over." "So, what? You were trying to prove her right by failing?" Tyler asks me. "I guess I stopped caring about being an Alpha. I slept my way through the pack to make sure that any mate of mine would reject me.

I stopped asking my father to teach me how to run the pack, mostly because I couldn't stand hearing my mother 14005 ။ Chap 110 Logan 120ouchere tell him how everything he was doing was wrong. I gave up. I stopped caring," I say honestly. "What changed?" he asks softly. I look around at the others in the room. "I did, because of all of you. We're all dealing with shit, right? We've all said that. We've all sat in this room and talked about the hardest things that we' re facing as Alphas.

It was that, more than anything, that helped me to realize that I'm an idiot if I let her win. If I become the worthless, useless excuse of an Alpha that she says I am, then she wins, and I end up with nothing; no title, no pack, no mate, nothing. Liam's in a similar situation-to mine, a parent who tells you you're worthless. But he's not backing down. Instead, he's fucking doubled down to make sure he proves that he's worthy of being an Alpha.

Christina, you're not even taking over a pack and you're a better fucking Alpha than most Alphas I know. Noah, you're thriving on the positive reinforcement that you're getting in this Academy like you're a fucking flower blooming. Tyler, you're trying to live up to an expectation of everyone. around you and again, rather than shying away from the challenge, you've embraced it and fucking run with it. And Ezra, you're already so close to being perfect it's hard to even compete with you.

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But you all did what I didn't do. You fought to win. I laid down and accepted defeat before I even got here. But not now. Not anymore. I'm going to prove her wrong and even if I can't pass the Academy this time, I'll be back next semester and this Academy won't know what hit it," I say, looking at Alpha James. "Alpha Logan, I'm proud of you.

I don't know what your mother does or doesn't see in you, but apparently, she's missed the part where her son is lot stronger than she gives him credit for," Alpha James says. It's the first truly positive thing I've heard. 31.83 ||| Chichi 110 Logan from anyone in so long that it makes my throat tighten. "You're right about most likely not passing this semester, Alpha Logan, but keep that mentality, keep this energy.

You'll only be home for a week and then you'll be back here, excelling next semester. With this attitude, you'll pass easily and be able to take over your pack in no time," Alpha Sebastian says. "We can work on ways for you to confront your mother in Dealing with Crisis. That won't be easy, but for you to be able to take your place as Alpha, for the pack to accept you and see that you're worth following, that confrontation will need to happen," Alpha Benjamin says. "Thanks, everyone.

I really didn't know what to expect coming here. I guess I expected it to feel more like a competition, and in some ways it is. But being here with all of you, it's so much more. It really is like we've created our own little pack while we' re here. Everyone has supported me, even when I wasn't supporting myself. It means a lot to me. It means everything to me. I feel like I'm ready to take my life back now and I have all you to thank for it," I tell them honestly.

"Dammit, Logan, now you're going to make me start liking you," Christina says, making everyone laugh. "Don't go that far," I say teasing her as I stand. Tyler shakes my hand. "Really well done, man," he says. "Thanks." "I really am proud of you. That wasn't easy and you've been doing a lot of quiet soul-searching while we all thought you were wasting time. I'm glad to know you weren't," Alpha Daniel says to me. "Thanks, Alpha." For the first time, I get a bunch of tokens at dinner.

It feels good to finally act like the Alpha I am. It feels good to be someone. other than who my mother says I am. I know there's one more thing that I need to do. Even if it's the difference between me passing and failing the Academy this semester, I know it's the right thing to do. That night, when she knocks on the door, I let Luna Sylvie in. "Ready for practice, young Alpha?" she asks. Her voice is spirited, but her eyes look almost haunted.

I've noticed it more and more as the weeks have gone by. "Have a seat, Luna," I say. She raises an eyebrow at me but sits. "I've been doing a lot of thinking…" I begin. "So, I've heard," she says. I'm not surprised. I don't know what's going on between her and Alpha James, but I do know that she goes to his room every night after leaving mine and she stays all night. "I know this is hard for you," I say gently. She narrows her eyes at me but doesn't deny it.

"I may not have been the best Alpha or even the best man when I arrived here, but I've never forced a woman to do anything that she didn't want to do. It's starting to feel like you're forcing 68 59% 18:38 yourself to be here with me. I don't know what's going on between you and Alpha James, but as the instructor for the Communication class, you'd think he'd have talked it out with you by now." She starts to say something, but I hold up my hand. "That's between the two of you.

Between you and I, I think our time of practicing is over. I don't want to do something that either of us might regret." "You won't get your last token," she says softly "I know. I don't know if it would mean the difference in me passing this sermester or not at this point. But I've decided to become the Alpha I was meant to be, and if that means failing the Academy to be the kind of man a Luna like you can be proud of, then that's what I'm going to do * I watch her eyes fill with tears.

I stand and pull her to stand in front of me before wrapping my arms around her "You need to talk to him, Luna. Whatever is going on between the two of you, you need to figure it out "James said it was like a switch turned on with you. He was right. I don't even recognize you from the arrogant boy who got on the train nearly two months ago " "That's why we're here, right? I'll probably see you next semester anyway. Then, I'll really make you proud," I say, stepping back.

"You already have, Logan. Thank you for understanding "You're welcome Chapter 110 Logan 28 Voucher When she leaves, I take a deep breath and look around my room. It feels like I've sloughed off my old skin, the skin I've lived in my entire life. Now, I'm shiny and new, ready to begin. the life I was intended to live, ready to become the