Christina It feels like once we were over the hump of hell week, each week started going by faster and faster. Logan's moment in Communication class seemed to be the last holdout and these last weeks have gone flying by. Even though sex class is technically over, we meet once a week. just to make sure nothing needs to be discussed. However, all of the pairs, with the exception of Logan and Sylvie, are still practicing.

I say practice, but for Haley and Tyler and I think it's more of what Sebastian and I have. Everything between the two of us has changed. Once I accepted that I was in love with him, it was like my heart stopped trying to hide it. The sex continues to be, by far, the best sex of my life. We continue to explore our fantasies, pushing each other's boundaries, and somehow, it just seems to bring us closer together. I started spending every night with Sebastian.

That's not the only time we have sex. Sometimes we'll sneak outside, or when there was a new moon, we finally got to achieve his fantasy of having sex at the winner's platform on the Beast. But every night I go to his room, and we talk through my classes before. making love and falling asleep together. I say making love, and sometimes it is sweet, but both Sebastian and I still like taking control.

So, it usually starts hard, rough, and desperate, and then mellows to something much softer, sweeter, and intense before I fall asleep in his arms. Chapter 112 Christina. The classes are more intense now with everything coming to a head. Finals are next week and then there's graduation. I talked to Tyler and Ezra. We've all counted our tokens and every one of us is on the brink of making it to the leaderboard.

There are still nine ten-point tokens available, but only six can be won by one person. I'm sure Ezra has at least two of those for Finance and Managing the Pack. He's been the clear leader all semester in those two classes. More and more, Alpha James is pulling Tyler and I to the front of Communication class to act as Alpha. After talking to Sebastian, he confirmed that Alpha James is trying to decide who, of the two of us, will win top in that class.

It feels like Alpha Benjamin is doing the same in Dealing with Crisis. even though it's not quite so obvious as it is in the Communication class. In sensory class, I'm up against Ezra for the Best in Hearing token, but Ezra is also one of the best overall, so if he takes Best in Sensory, I will win Best in Hearing. And that leaves sparring class. We've been in competitions all month, earning points for sparring wins.

Today, Ezra knocked Tyler out of the top three leaving the two of us to battle it out for that last ten-point token. "Are you feeling ready for finals next week, Christina?" Sebastian asks me. In the evenings, we sit in his room, having our bourbon and talking after dinner. It brings its own level of intimacy. Usually, I'm wearing one of Sebastian's t-shirts and nothing else while we talk. He sits on the loveseat, and I sit with my legs across his lap.

He likes to rub my legs while we talk, and I love having the simple connection that makes me feel closer to him. "Mostly, I guess. Finance is still… well, it's my hardest class. I really hate it," I say, making him laugh. "It wasn't fun having to figure it out as an Alpha it that makes 1760% Chapter 112 Christina 289 Mouchero you feel any better," he says. "Yeah, it does. In Managing the Pack, I think I'm good. Communication and Dealing with Crisis I'm good.

Sparring, well, there's no studying for that. Ezra is damn good." "He is, and not that I'm saying you're old by any means, but he's got ten years on you. If the two of you were the same age, I'd probably pick you as the easy winner. But even without the advantage of age, I still think you'll make him work for it." "Hell yeah, I will. I love the guy, but I'm still planning to kick his ass!" I say, making Sebastian laugh again. That's something else that has changed over the weeks.

Sebastian smiles a lot more. He laughs more and I do too. Being with him makes me happy. I look forward to our time together each night, wanting to talk to him, to be with him, and to fall asleep in his arms. I know we need to talk; he's said it to me several times. But we both agree that I need to finish this semester, focus on getting myself onto the leaderboard and giving myself the chance to be the Alpha I now see myself as.

It' s taken time for me to accept it and talk through it, but I've realized that Ezra was right. Dane will be so proud of me, and my success is a direct reflection of what an amazing person he is and how much he's done for me. And that just makes me want to do even better. We talk a bit longer and as with every night, something shifts between us. The conversation winds down and Sebastian's hands begin moving higher up my thighs, sliding between my legs.

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"I think it's my turn to be in control tonight," he says, his eyes. getting dark. 40311 ווו Dupin 112.Christin 288 Nouchers "No way, Alpha. It's definitely my turn." We also both love the challenge, the battle for control. We're strong, powerful Alphas, and this playful bantering for control just makes our time together more exciting. "Are you going to fight me for it?" he asks, sliding his fingers over my clit with just enough pressure that my core clenches in anticipation.

"I don't have to fight you," I say, getting off the couch and pulling his shirt over my head. His eyes go black as I begin to stalk toward him. He growls, leaping at me and sending us flying across the room. My back barely hits the bed before he's off me, flipping me over, and kicking my legs wide before thrusting inside of me. "Always so fucking wet," he growls, biting down on my neck. when I growl at him for being so dominant.

As always, the first time is hard and rough, both of us practically desperate for the other. He brings me up and over the top twice before he finds his release inside me. His body jerking hard against mine with the of his orgasm. power of his or As soon as I feel him relax, I pull away letting him slide out of me.

I quickly flip, grabbing him around the waist with my legs and in an acrobatic move I probably couldn't have managed at the beginning of the semester, I flip him over me onto the bed and roll on top of him, sliding onto his hard length and riding him hard and fast until we both come again. This time when we come down, his hands slide up my thighs. 59.632 Chapter 112 Chrisna "No way, Alpha. It's definitely my turn." We also both love the challenge, the battle for control.

We're strong, powerful Alphas, and this playful bantering for control just makes our time together more exciting. "Are you going to fight me for it?" he asks, sliding his fingers. over my clit with just enough pressure that my core clenches in anticipation. "I don't have to fight you," I say, getting off the couch and pulling his shirt over my head. His eyes go black as I begin to stalk toward him. He growls, leaping at me and sending us flying across the room.

My back barely hits the bed before he's off me, flipping me over, and kicking my legs wide before thrusting inside of me. "Always so fucking wet," he growls, biting down on my neck. when I growl at him for being so dominant. As always, the first time is hard and rough, both of us practically desperate for the other. He brings me up and over the top twice before he finds his release inside me. His body jerking hard against mine with the power of his orgasm.

As soon as I feel him relax, I pull away letting him slide out of me. I quickly flip, grabbing him around the waist with my legs and in an acrobatic move I probably couldn't have managed at the beginning of the semester, I flip him over me onto the bed and roll on top of him, sliding onto his hard length and riding him hard and fast until we both come again. This time when we come down, his hands slide up my thighs.

17238 Vouchers "You are so fucking beautiful, Christina." He sits up , taking my mouth in a much sweeter, yet no less possessive kiss. As we kiss, I feel him getting hard inside me again and this time when he flips our positions, it's slower, and when he slides in and out of me, he holds my gaze. This, this right here, is why I know my heart is gone.

Watching Sebastian as he makes love to me, seeing the love in his eyes even though he hasn't said the words, feeling his love as he slowly makes me come makes me fall in love with him more every night. The strength of these orgasms, the passion and intensity of this time together always brings tears to my eyes. The beauty of the two of us together is almost too much to bear. Sebastian kisses my tears away like he always does, but he doesn't stop.

He pushes me over the top again and again until he finally finds his release. Then he kisses me, long and deep, telling me with his lips what he's not yet ready to say with words. He pulls out of me and curls up behind me, wrapping his body around me in a way I've come to crave. I entwine our fingers where his hand rests against my chest and smile when I feel his lips press against my shoulder.

"Goodnight, Christina." "Goodnight, Sebastian." Somewhere in the middle of the night, I get up to use the bathroom. When I return, Sebastian, still mostly asleep, lifts up the blankets inviting me back in. I smile and find my spot against him, snuggling against him as Chapter 112. Chratha 17288 Mouchers his hand wraps around me protectively. "Everything okay, Suzanne?" It's like a bucket of ice water was just dumped on me. "Mmhmm," I say, feeling like my heart is breaking. He called me Suzanne.

I wait until he is in a deep sleep again, then I carefully make my way out of his embrace and return to my room, where I face the harsh reality I've chosen to ignore until now. I will never be enough. I will never be her.